Immediately the boy's father exclaimed, 'I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!' This might be the most honest prayer in Scripture. The father isn't claiming certainty. He's admitting contradiction—he believes and he doesn't. Both are true. And he's asking Jesus to help him with the part that's still closed.
I love this because it doesn't require false resolution. The father doesn't pretend he's fully certain. He doesn't pretend his doubt doesn't exist. He just says both things are true and asks for help. I've made space in my own spiritual life for that same contradiction. I believe in Jesus. I also sometimes doubt the goodness of God. Both are real. Jesus doesn't scold him for the doubt. He works with the belief that's there, helps it grow, meets the unbelief with compassion rather than judgment. That's changed how I pray. I no longer wait until I have it all figured out. I bring my contradiction and ask for help with the parts that are stuck.
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